Convincing of having shit together
Convincing of being a collected human being
Convincing of being grounded
For what
To just come off as something else
that doesn’t exist
to be just left alone in the shit i am in?
Nah, yeah
Their dirty hands from wounds they caused me to have
Can’t do shit other than making me bleed again
all over the floors they built before me
Oh, well
Sorry to disappoint u with the truth,
because its so contrasting to what u have known
for all of these years
u know,
I don’t want to try to sell myself to u anymore,
because the version i was selling was just an illusion
that i can’t keep up anymore
