Nothing made me as cold as the fireplace inside my (own?) house.
Nothing gave me so much of the injustice
As the judge inside my (own?) house
Nothing made everything more complicated
Than the bond between us
With many knots on it
The bond was delusional
Once I crawled up on it
I started to fall, bleeding from the hardness of the knots
And I was falling
Lower and lower
Through all these moments
When I should be on the surface
And I was falling
Lower and lower
When everyone was around
Noone even noticed that
I was falling
Lower and lower
And I was falling
Not understanding why
My family doesn’t work
As it should have been
Since I arrived
I arrived
From far away
To just
Fall
Lower and lower
And to grow
Slower and slower
To be at the end
Buried alive
And I fell
Not noticing
That chess called “Family”
Was killing me all the time
inspired by a song
